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Monday, September 29, 2008 5:34 pm
like the life i wanna lead listen, ♥  cause you're hott. hello there! gotten bck all my results & rebecca's home! (: yayness, to the maxzxzxzx! rofl. okay, my results SUCK! they're BAD BAD BAD, & i'm stuck with it. ): its SAD SAD SAD! ): i feel so eff-ed up! oh oh oh, my L1R4 is 18 points and my L1R5 is 24 points. suck luhs. ): damn sad but i have to keep going. i'm waiting for aiai. rofl. i wanna make theme. i gt nth to blog abt. I DUN WANNA GO TO SCH! ): damn eff-ed up luhs! must go to sch. sianzxzxzxzxz, i dun care luhs. must go out and study tmr. ): baaaa baaaa baaa. BORING! :D okayyyy, goooodbye! i'm dying of boredom! tiredddddd. GOOD LUCK TO THOSE TAKING N LEVELS! :D GO KERBY, YOU CAN DO IT! LOVES! :D :D :D :D :D ILOVEYOUVODA! :D :D :D see you tmr! :P oh oh oh, nanny daddy last episode today. ): i'm nt going for today's erp toooo. thats all. goooooodbyyyyye! WHEN THINGS GO WRONG, WOULD YOU BE THERE? whn nothing seems right. xoxo, MARTHA! (: the days are numbered & in my heart, i'm still missing you. will you continue to be there to catch me whn i fall and love me all the days of my life? with you i find comfort, can you live like you use to without me? i stand by you in the shadows of the night. to hold you and to keep you safe and warm. would you do that for me in return, the things i do for you? can i love you all the days of my life? let me be your only hello and nvr your goodbye.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 6:01 pm
love me like never before listen, ♥  you were my everything until the day you left me. hello there! exams are finally over. (: hahahahas. i can relax for a little and get bck all my results. thn i'll target and work towards my goals. rofl. results have been crappy. ): pretty much like sheet. rofl. i think i'm a loser in so many ways. ): oh well, life goes on. topped literature. (: (: (: eff-ing happy! i think i'm eff-ing petatic luhs. ): my english deproved. ): ): ): by a little that is. i failed physics paper 2. i just need 11 marks frm mcq and yay! (: hahas. i think its pretty okay. i did better thn before. (: oh oh oh. i passed e math paper 1 and failed e math paper 2.): saddening but oh well. life still goes on! a math sucks to the skies. rofl. i think i cannot make it luhs. wtf. ): oh well, life still goes on. rofl. the show i'm watching is spastic and extremely retarded. and i think i'm extremely eff-ing petatic. oh my gwad, humans, man kind. fark them. wheeeeee. i'm bored, tired and blahhhh. rofl. its alright. (: (: (: oh oh oh. i'm boredddddd. what is love and what does it mean to you? its all a lie, right frm the beginning. okay, thats all for now. goodbye! (: THE LOVE WE MADE, MADE EVERYTHING IN LIFE SO BEAUTIFUL. promise you'll always be there? xoxo, MARTHA! & i thought i could spend my life and forever with you. now, it has become a dream that i long for. will you love like never before?
Thursday, September 18, 2008 6:10 pm
impossible to find listen, ♥  with you in mind. hello there! (: (: (: exams are ovr, wait. it isnt ovr yet. i just have a break frm sch tmr. (: yayness to the max! i'm sooooo tired. i feel like dying. finally, major prelim papers are down. one last paper on monday. oh my gwad, i need to rant before i go crazy! rofl. science practical was alright. i dunno hw to do bio though. tough luck. ): physics was alright i would say. rofl, first time right? physics paper was kind of a breeze. (: biology paper was a killer. ): super duper uper shagg. i was lost whn i saw the first qn in the bio paper. kill me. rofl, i did essay first. quite crappy. i pray i do well for prelims. english paper was alright. i wasnt thinking straight cause i was effing tired. ): damn shagg luhs. i really really hope and pray i do well. do miracles happen? chinese paper was like crap. rofl, i couldnt read a word and started guessing and guessing. hopefully things go right. e math paper 1 was alright. e math paper 2 was a killer. oh my gwad, i'm dying. i hope i do well please! a math paper 1 and 2 was a killer. ): i wanna die. i feel like crying. ): its damn saddening luhs. study so hard i still dunno hw to do. ): damn, i seem to hate myself alot. ): ): ): literature paper 1 was okayy i would say. literature paper 2 was kind of bleahs! ): damn sadddd, my best subject and i dunno if i've done well. ): damn shaggggg luhs. history was alright i guess. i woke up at 1am to study. and it worked out. super happy! (: social studies was a breeze i would say. haha. sri lanka came out. rofl. oh oh oh. i'm damn sadddd, i didnt finish any of my papers. or maybe they are done on the dot. alrighties. thats all. i'm bored of blogging. rofl. goodbye! & TO ME, YOU ARE THE WORLD. the truth behind those lies. xoxo, MARTHA! (: financial crisis is a killer. i wish things would get better.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 6:58 pm
lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy listen, ♥  someday, i promise. i feel super ultra lazy luhs. i hardly studied my bio. i havent reached the peak of studying yet and i'm giving up! ): i feel so useless and a total loser luhs. ): i super hare myself luhs. i wanna die. i wanna cry lerhs. ): i feel soooo sadd and usless luhs. i wish i was brainy luhs. ): ): ): oh well, it doesnt really matter anyway. argh, i must study! i musnt be a disappointment. i musnt lose out luhs. ): watchng teeveee instead of studying. rofl! i feel so useless. i feel so heartbroken. i feel so disheartened. i feel lost and like a total loser. ): ): ): goodbye. i must try to get bck to my book nw. rofl. AGAIN. the perfect ending. xoxo, MARTHA! (: time and again, you left me wondering why.
3:46 pm
boring old things listen, ♥  you're impossible to find. hello there! i'm abt to bathe and thn study. rofl, reached hm nt long ago. waited for the eff-ing bus for 45 mins to 1 hr. tmd. felt like killing the driver luhs! roar! bus was soooo crowded. screw it, biology and social studies tmr. e math paper 2 sucked. tmd, i'm dying. physics was better thn expected and i'm happy. (: rofl. oh oh oh, ran for a lil while with fareen. (: running again tmr. no sch on friday! YAY TO THE MAX! :D :D :D gotta mugggggg like crazy. gonna sleep early and wake up in the middle of the night AGAIN to continue mugging. financial crisis is hitting in like crazy. its so devastating and s disheartening. will it result in the 1997 financial crisis? its so scary and fearful. it really makes me see the harsh and the cruelty of life. what would people do without their jobs? standard of living remains sky high and no one would bring it down. its so difficult to accommodate and help out. whats going to happen to us all at the end of they day? i really wonder the outcome of the crisis. would we be able to bounce bck and stand up on our feet again? i hope everything goes well for my family and good luck AIG! I LOVE YOU GUNNY ! :D :D :D I LOVE YOU REBECCA! :D :D :D goodbye! (: (: (: TO YOU WITH LOVE. i give you my heart. xoxo, MARTHA! (: i'm sorry for not living up to your expectations. i tried but failed. i'm sorry o disappoint you. i'm sorry i've let you down. it has nvr been my intention to make you cry. your disappointment breaks my heart too. and i wish i did better so that you would feel better. indeed, i've tried and failed. it may be an excuse to you, but its my reason for goodbye. & i nvr wanna see you cry.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 3:11 pm
there are times. listen, ♥  you'll be the one. hello there! exams are on going and yes, i'm still using the computer. i carnt find any motivation to study at all. maybe aft blogging and replying the letter. ILOVEYOUVODA! :DDDD GET WELL SOON! (: (: (: GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR RACE! ): ): ): i really miss voda. e math paper 2 and physics tmr. oh my gwad, best of luck luhs. lit paper 2 was a killer paper. shaggggg to the max luhs! ): i hope i do well. i hope i do well. i hope i do well for prelims! i wish i had the motivation i had last year, to carry on this battle and to be victorious. i wish. i wish. i wish. a dream is a wish your heart makes. its just a dream and a wish though. motivate me please! after centuries, i finally talked to mr tham today! (: (: (: rofl. he taught fareen and i physics. the little things we needed to knw, i gained massive i would say. i wanna buy adobe! can i? rofl, have to ask parents whn they get home. come home soon? i wish i can get it. its cheaper thn usual. please please please. rofl. alrights, papers have been a major chore. i'm sick and tired of exams. i wish i was dead. well, i'm better off dead that is. man utd lost to liverpool. wtf, massive disappointment. ): ): ): oh well, life goes on right? its just a game anyway. rofl. and their 1st win in how many games against man utd? rofl. man utd nt on form. sian to the max. they play crap football. whn you coming bck ronaldo? i miss my freedom! i love the fact that i have no lessons but i hate sch! no sch on friday! (: (: (: hahahhaahhhaas. sch for 1hr on monday. rofl. okay okay okay. i really shld start studying before its too late. alrighties, goodbye. was i right to say goodbye, to those memories so dear to me? WOULD YOU BE THERE? whn goodbye seems to be the hardest word. xoxo, MARTHA! another day is coming by and i'm missing you all the time. but you're nt there and i'm here waiting. this could be the one last time to make you understand and i wun be there to pick you up again! and i'll do anything, just to hold you in my arms.
Friday, September 12, 2008 6:46 pm
dun make me change my mind listen, ♥  tonight will be the night that i will fall for you. hello there. (: finally, history is over and i deserve a break! (: english, chinese, a math paper 1 and history down, 1 week and a few days to go. i gonna survive and live. i really hope i do well for history. i really wanna make it to germany. i'm so tired of studying and i miss lappy. hope james brings it home soon. i'm boreddd. i gotta get to my books soon. start mugging all over again. i wanna do well for my prelims. screw the a math paper, it was so tough i almost died. i tried though. but most of them are crap i guess, won't even get half the marks. maybe not even there yet. ): how saddd. oh well, it isn't my main concern anyway. i need to score for e math! oh oh oh, i'm so bored. i'm so bored. i'm so bored. i swear i wanna die. oh oh oh, i haven't spoken to mr tham in ages. ): rofl. oh well. sometimes we get too busy with our lives, we forget the ones dear to us. the people that would always be there to catch us when we fall. we turn a blind eye because we think that they would always be there and that they would never leave us. but how true is it? i really wonder at times. but no matter what, life goes on. i might be a little disappointed in your actions but no matter what, i still love you dearr! no matter what, you know i'll always be there. ILOVEYOU! (: (: (: baby, you got me suicidal. what do i really mean in your heart? DREAMS DO COME TRUE, RIGHT? & what do i mean to you? xoxo, MARTHA! (:
Tuesday, September 09, 2008 11:55 pm
impossible to find listen, ♥  because we rock with a smile. i'm without both my lense and specs. so pardon my typing if it happens to screw up. haha. (: i got no sch tmr, so i thought of blogging since i couldnt sleep. i wanted to wake up to study but its night. lolol. so i decided to just study tmr and try to get some sleep. ytd's physics and biology was okay. nt baddddd, nt fantastic either. i hope i do well. today's english was okay. nt good and nt bad. i was really tired and couldnt do my work properly. my lenses were giving problems. gahhhh, i wish i do well. better thn last term maybe? mugging for history is a real killer. i really wish i can make it to germany! i wish, i pray. lolol. a math is gonna be a killer paper. ): god bless me please. lolol. to think i'm freaking out at this point. stay calm please. rofl. roar, logging without an eye can kill. i'm having soooo much difficulties luhs. ): ): ): sometimes, i just carnt bring myself but to tell you the cruel truth. being cruel to you mean being better to myself. is it true? sometimes, i doubt the saying. wth, life goes on. oh oh oh, i decided to live in self-denial and let everything go. it doesnt really matter anyway. life goes on no matter what so whats the point? its alright. i'll live with it. deniial seems the only way out of this cruel life. as much as i hate life, i hate myself. lord, please teach me to love others and myself! REBECCA! :D :D :D I LOVE AND MISS YOU! (: (: (: alright, its time to get some sleep and tmr is a brand new day for me to shine. (: GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! :D for your prelims! (: ilove5n1o8' SHOW ME THE WAY TO YOU. to walk in love with you. xoxo, MARTHA! (:
Monday, September 08, 2008 10:34 am
examszxzxzxzxzx listen, ♥  the world frm my perspective. exams start today. 1245pm. science practical. oh my gwad, i gotta try hard and do well especially for physics. hopefully everything goes well. (: prelims starts today. freaking out. history history history must study hard and well. i will survive! lolol. leaving hm in abt an hr? the old show i'm watching is soooo boring. lololol. okay, i'll go revise history for awhile and thn go to sch. lololol. goodbye! xDD WHEN I'M WITH YOU. i miss you, you know? xoxo, MARTHA! (:
Friday, September 05, 2008 2:18 pm
you've coloured my life and brightened the way listen, ♥  even if it takes a lifetime to find the one you love. hello there. (: what a week i'm going through. how idiotic can life be? i wun be updating my blog anytime soon. prelims starts on monday. i havent done much revision. and yes, i have started and have to keep working on it. i feel like a loser, defeated ; bruised ; battered; tortured. but what can i say or do? ): life goes on and thanks for the memories. so much for being friends. you disgust me, you irk me. you just piss me off. what if i was the one who said those awful things abt you? life goes on ; yes, i know. alright. i gotta get bck to my bks. wun be online, wun be updating for quite some time. i must work hard and get into SAJC! i will survive! i will live! if you find out abt our dispute, who would you support? actually, the answer is pretty obvious. if only i wouldnt live in such denial. what am i to you? who am i to you? fark life. fark everything. I LOVE YOU REBECCA! (: (: (: CAUSE I CAN FIND NO ONE LIKE YOU. cause you're like a living legend, my living and dying depends solely on you. xoxo, MARTHA! [: |
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